somewhat anyway. i'm supposed to be doing schoolwork but i'm too stressed to think right now, so i figured if i came here to post it might help clear my head. i'm very behind on my classes, and i have one professor who seems to enjoy being a jerk, so i'm taking an f in his class and retaking it this summer (which means coming up with another $600 on top of the other class i have to take this summer). that leaves me with 6 classes, 18 credits, to try to get this semester. if i fail another class i think i'll go insane!
so today i'm looking for the main cd for one of my courses, the one that the final is based on, and it's nowhere to be found! i still can't find it and i can't "let it go" so i can focus on other stuff, so i've wasted half of my day looking for it, rather than getting stuff done. i'll be so glad when this whole school ordeal is over, i've taken and passed my teaching exams, and i've interviewed and been offered a teaching position, and the first paycheck is in the bank.
hopefully i'll be back to post better stuff soon...if i can stay sane long enough.
as sunflowers constantly turn toward the sun, i strive to face the SON throughout the day. many days i fail to keep my focus. it is my dream to one day become a beautiful sonflower